Trying to Decipher the Roots of Insomnia

Stress is a major factor in a restless night’s sleep. I have a tax bill and a car payment coming through in the next few days. Maybe that’s my issue. My Brother-In-Law has moved in with us; I have experienced homelessness and we welcomed him and his dog with open arms, both this summer and again now. His depression may be spreading; I don’t agree with his treatments. My wife got treated poorly at a doctor’s visit to determine the extent of an injury or repair. Winter is here, with reduced daylight and opportunities to ride outside or experience the landscape.

Maybe it’s the bed itself – the mattress is stiff, and my radiculopathy does lead to waking up with radiating pain down my left leg at times, and at other times, the leg is numb, the toes tingly.

I’ve been a cycling coach for almost 30 years. I moved to Northern Nevada to escape the stresses and broken dreams of a large Metroplex. Sure, there are always ups and downs with life and living, but for the life of me, I can’t seem to shake this low plateau. Maybe it’s Covid and the lack of friends in the region. I pride myself in having friends from around the world and on different continents and time zones. But DAMN if I can’t find a way to get some relaxing sleep without the use of meds or drugs. I’m not going to take CBD. So don’t bring that up.

I have a suspicion that it’s related to Testosterone levels, but I’m not going to take augmented sources unless doctors truly recommend and prescribe it. That would invalidate my ability to compete, and it would also be kicking the can down the road, since levels drop anyway, over time.

Anyway – here’s today’s Pre-Ride Video: I WILL ride; I’m committed to the physiology and results. I want to lose the weight, and get the power up. I want to show you all how training works, and how TRIMPS (TRaining IMPulSe) works, acutely and chronically. I’ll keep doing this as long as there’s an audience.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for watching. ENJOY THE RIDE!